Too many questions…
As I said in my last post (please read it.) and promised to blog more so here we go!
Not that much has changed since the last posting, still a lot of questions and uncertainties up in the air right now. Still 1000 ways I can go with different things. Gotta start locking down and figuring out things. Most things I’m just taking day-by-day right now. Especially with my emotions, we don’t want what happend last year to repeat itself in anyway, shape, or form. Though somethings I just can’t help but to be attached to or want regardless if its possible or not.
Oh well nothing I can do about that though, outta my control. Though I need to learn to not be that way and not get emotionally attached to things; mostly people. Idk if I’ll ever understand that one hah. Just something I need to not do.
I also question myself on my actions sometimes, why I do x thing, why I like x person, etc. Can anyone answer that? lol But at least I notice the things I need to fix, just gotta figure out how. I could go back to my old self, but I dont think any of us wants that person back. So for now I’ll just keep dealing with these things and figure out a way to fix them. Oh and learn to put up a wall that emotion can’t easily, if at all break.
Anyhow readers thats my thoughts for now, ranting I’m sure and most of it probably makes no sense to most… or maybe it does?
Till next time! Peace!
